Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Why do bhajans appeal to you

God loves Bhajans and praises to him. Love him. So a heart that loves him so dearly loves to hear his bhajan. Because in that heart is the lord, your thirst for bhajans and praises is felt. Someone who wants alcohol after drinking it feels so happy, and in the same way, a person whose heart is filled with god feels the same bliss as he keeps hearing the bhajans the bhagawan over and over again. As though the soul is thirsty of this nector of love and feels like nector filling up the tank of heart.

Thursday, November 19, 2015

Why do we pray god for what we want - Can we pray to god to just love him for he is soooo precious


No sucidal thoughts for you are the child of the lord...the holy mother is there to fullfil u up in eternity


Its only HIM and YOU. This world is just a drama and we should not get over whelmed with the worldly people, desires, attractions and attachments. Do not get attached to anything that is giving pain. Get attached to the god, for he will be with you all along. Once we die, we leave this drama world where we were playing as an actor and move into another drama(next birth). Instead of worrying on what we need, can we just love him more than anyone else and anything else. He will love you back in millions. When you love him, you will start loving everyone. Forgive and forget anyone who does bad to you. Instead, why can't we become his rose? Lets become his rose, be a symbol of love and love and only love, and he will pick you up as his best flower and wear it in his garland. Love transforms over. A million hugs and million roses for always he and me and you sit together for ever to take care of you.

Wednesday, November 18, 2015

Only Divine Love is Pure. It beats every love in this world

His love feeds the entire world with everything that is needed. Lets love that pure infinite love, that beats every love on this earth. Divine love is equal to the million mothers love. Lets love this mother who knows which is good for us. Lets make our children also love him so he guides as the big mother for them. There is no love in this world that beats a mothers love. In the same way,baba has a million mothers love. There is nothing in this world that beats the divine love. For he knows, what is right for us. We only hold his hand and never leave it until the last breath. We have always seen from childhood, for we get upset on silly things, emotions and attachments to different objects, things, people and get hurt when we loose those objects or people in our lives. We never hear, that we lost god or he hurt us. God never talks in a mean way, never gossips behind our backs, never taunts us, never sees whether we are rich or poor ,never sees if we love him or not, never sees if we buy him valentine's day gifts or not, happy birthday gifts or not. Irrespective of what we do, in our lives, his love is ever pouring tons and tons in trucks load. Lets feel this trucks loads of love from him, and stay in bliss. For this love of him pours in through us every second.
SARVE JANA SUKHINO BHAVANTU.

BABA our constant friend - How to make one on one communication with him

Gurur Brahman Gurur Vishnu Gurur Devo Maheshwarah
Guru Shakshat Para Brahma Tasmai Shri Guruve Namaha

This Guru stays as our companion and we listen to him every second. The divine father always thinks best of us. He sees the whole picture as what is right. We can only see this world and this minute which is in front of us. But baba, who holds the responsibility like a thousand mothers love feels more responsible on our situation than we feel. And sometimes he does not grant us our wishes for our betterment it self. I have always learnt and experienced that we pray to him so much and then after sometime, if things don't go our way we start feeling bad or loosing faith and take our own decisions or even actually listen to our well wishers decisions. But I have only found out later in the long run, those decisions turn out to be wrong. For only if we listened to baba, though it was not easy things would have been much better now. Even small small minute daily instances in life. So, when our mind is not in control and cant think so much and over whelmed with any problem ,lets give that problem to swami and say please take care of it. Good or Bad, I will take it as your maha prasadam. At the end, it is only YOU and HIM. everything else we get attached to is only in this world. But life is something that is beyond world. You stand outside the earth along with him holding his hand and see the world drama. The atma journey between us and he is for every birth. We travel with him along each birth and sleep in each birth (and dream. Life is a dream we are dreaming) and then we wake up to merge into him. This world is setup by Baba as a drama and we are just actors in there. We play our role in the drama as actors and fulfill our responsibilities and merge back to him. Lets stay in bliss that we are a light in him and go back to him. The world we love is temporary and failures and success go hand in hand. When we leave this body, we leave everything that belongs to the world and go back to him, only to enter into another drama. In Drama, actors don't feel attached for we need to wake up and know its only a drama. And He has made plans and written roles and made actors for us in this drama. And if we hold his hand, he will walk us through this drama.
SARVE JANA SUKHINO BHAVANTHU.


 

Tuesday, November 17, 2015

Living wtih God - The precious divine love which supercedes everything - with him...along him and in him...


Beautiful is the swami who showers his complete love. Living with him fulfills all the purposes of life.
When you breathe in the air as sairam, the thoughts in the mind gets cleared completely. Your body becomes a soft tunnel where his love rushes from one end to another end. The divine yellow light going through the tunnel of your body. You feel so light weight that you don't exist any more. The you has merged into him and there is no difference. Then this light becomes our only source of living. All the artificial world becomes false. And the truth stays on.

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Bad Karma vs Good Karma (God Presence)


When the dear lord is with you, there is no bad karma or good karma. Baba has made this world so beautiful and so positive and its only love. The best karma to perform is love god as dear hanuman loves dear Lord Rama. The devotion and love towards swami gives us all the bliss birth after birth. The bad and good karma is only for the worldly dealings. Between us and god there is no karma. Its only bliss and love. At the end, it is him and you anyway.  We come out of him and go back merge into him. The karma is only when worldly things are pictured. When the ultimate divine is within you and you are only attached to him, nothing else matters. Anything that god gives , there is no charge. There is no charge for air we breath. There is no charge to enter into temples. Lets all love the supreme love(baba) which is available free of charge and do every action in his will. Baba always promises there will no dearth of food, clothing and shelter in his devotees house. This is true, who ever believes him and prays to him and does every action towards good, he will protect you and give you everything in the right time. May be not bungalows and cars, but infinite bliss and happiness. The bliss is great when we love the giver of the objects and not the objects it self. It is so peaceful to capture him in our hearts and keep him close always and he stays in our hearts and  house. Then all the worldly matters are mere hindrances between you and him. He the divine father protects us like how a mother takes care of an infant. Sometimes the faith shakes us, because we cant trust and it conflicts with our mind. But when we were infants we blindly trusted our parents and knowing that they will take care of us very well. When we grow up, we put our own mind, but instead we can still trust the divine lord as our dear mother. HARI OM. SAMASTHA LOKHA SUKHINO BHAVANTU.

Friday, November 6, 2015

BABA the Guide ( Article)

Glory to the divine lord.


Love and Live with God. The divine god is within us as the atma. And as when we are in constant touch with him 24/7, he speaks through us. When we say OMSAIRAM, he becomes our mother and father. We trust him as though an infant trusts her mother by leaving all the burdens and responsibilities. And the infant is always at bliss. Lets all love him so dearly that he stays with us all the time. Let our desire be only his love. When we give our responsibilities to him, and have the faith that he will take care, he will work in his own pace and set the things right as how the mother does for a child. His hands will work and his love will cure every pain and every desire that we have. He does what ever is right for us in the long run. Only we have to surrender to him ,and wait with Patience. The ultimate goal of every being is merging into god. I think we should aim for that biggest goal and not keep small small worldly goals as targets. Lets aim for the biggest goal, union with god. Lets all love him, and let him handle all the worldly dealings, he has to handle for us. Love God, Live God and Breath God. Baba says, even we can make god dance with our love. So, why  not love him so much that nothing else matters in this world. He has an answer for every pain and sorrow and happiness. A mother will never harm to her children same way baba only loves his children. The problems only come to make us more pure and pure so we finally gain the strength to merge into him. Take Baba as the guide. Every decision we make, we close our eyes and talk to our inner self and swami listens to that prayer and answers within yourself. The desire should not made to hurt someone or any other bad motives. Baba will only listen to the good motives and good intentions. There may be lot of people giving suggestions but listen only to the god who will direct you to the right path. No matter, if the path is thorny but as long as it is good path, you will be successful. I always learnt and felt this way. I always learnt, no matter whatever problems we get we stick to him and ask him to handle it. I learnt if we loose faith and leave him for a second and that second we are most lost than with him. Leave all our problems at his lotus feet and feel the bliss of his love.  Please listen to your inner voice and he talks and guides. SARVE JANA SUKHINO BHAVANTHU.

SAI physical presence

Swami, the father who lived and provided us guidance on how to live on this earth. Once I had a beautiful vision in my semi-sleep state. One night, at around 12:00 am I was just sleeping and was half asleep where I was thinking about baba's leela's and talking to him. That day, I was very excited as I read a lot of baba articles that day and was in total bliss.  So that night, I felt dear baba standing near my pillow and as I sleep I turned around in my sleep or actually moved my head I saw dear baba in physical form standing with his beautiful smile in his Orange Robe. I still remember that vision. Then I thanked baba for coming and while talking to him I slept off. I woke up around 2:00 am to feel and smell Vibuti Smell in my room. I could like see grey color dust (very light) in the room but the scent smell of the Udhi was sooooo sweet and soooo strong. I could feel it very strong the whole night and at around 5:00 am in the morning I could smell it only lightly. Guess when the divine has come the atmosphere carries that scent with him. I knew baba was there for a couple of hours until I slept. So at 2:00am I could feel his udhi presence and not much his physical presence. I woke up to a blissful morning. I always used to complain Swami that I never visited Puttaparti and I never saw you nor touched your feet. Now, I feel that was swami's darshan to my plea. Our father is so compassionate that we should just stop complaining and follow him. A mother knows when to give what to her children. So does swami. Baba please help us not to ask you but listen to you. yours and yours.

Thursday, November 5, 2015

Shiva Lingam - My Eternal Father

OM NAMAH PARVATI PATHAYE NAMAHA
HARA HARA SHANKARA MAHADEVA
I got a beautiful dream of lord shiva. I happened to go into a ancient temple. It was very huge and very beautiful with nice sculptures and carvings on the walls of the temple. There were two floors for the temple. The ground floor into the basement was huge with different rooms and a white marble designed flooring. I was checking out the temple and there were lot of dieties. I was able to see Lord Ganesha, Idol, and then Lord Hanuman Idol. Then, I came upstairs to come out and saw a huge beautiful shiva lingam with lots of prayers and pooja going on. The Lingam was in brown color this time. The lingam was washed with water and decorated with flowers, bilva leaves and soooo pure environment. Its like two eyes are not enough to see the beautiful lord. I prayed and enjoyed the divine atmosphere there and there was lord Ganesha huge Idol as well there.
HARA HARA MAHADEVA

OM NAMAH SHIVAYA
OM NAMAH SHIVAYA
OM NAMAH SHIVAYA
 

Lord Shri Rama the divine father

Glory to Lord Shri Rama and Sita Maa. One day I got a beautiful dream about lord Shri Rama. We were building a new house. And during the construction phase, me and my dad went to check the house out. We went to the second floor and turned into a room like hall and I saw Lord Rama, Ma Sita Devi , Lord Lakshmana and Shri Hanuman. I prayed there for one hour. What a bliss it was. The house had just walls done and was just brand new with just the cement walls done. And the dream ended. I woke to a divine bliss of Shri Lord Rama. Thank you father for showering your blessings on this child.

Sunday, October 18, 2015

Saffron Powder near the divine father Atma Lingam

OM NAMAH PARVATHI PATAYE NAMAHA
HARA HARA SHANKARA MAHADEVA
HARA HARA HARA HARA MAHADEVA
SHIVA SHIVA SHIVA SHIVA SADA SHIVA
MAHADEVA SADASHIVA
SADASHIVA MAHADEVA

I got a wonderful dream of the beautiful atma lingam. I was wondering outside and saw there were prayers going on inside a prayer hall and I entered into the hall. There were lot of people and lot of crowd. And there were couple of poojari's doing prayers to the divine shiva lingam. There was a beautiful brass water pot which was tied over the lingam and with drops of water dripping onto the shiva lingam. The shiva lingam was black in color but decorated with beautiful flowers and gold ornaments. The water dripping onto the lingam was falling on it and then slipping onto the side of the lingam. The poojari's made a way that on both sides of the lingam there were two deities and that all the devotees were taking rounds of all the three dieties. In the middle was the lingam. All were singing and making rounds of the three dieties. Somehow the devotees making rounds were standing on the thin one feet pathway making rounds and if we don't walk properly we might fall or slip somehow. And somehow I joined into that line and was also making some rounds. Sooooo happy to be near lord shiva, I was sooooo happy to make rounds watching the divine grace flowing out as "Om Namah Shivaya". What a sight it was. As I was so busy chanthig his name and fully dedicated to his love and feeling happy I was slowly watching him and moving on. The the poojari who was doing prayers to the Lord Shiva Parvathi Idols just opposite to the lingam called me, so I leaned over and then he gave lot of Saffron powder from his hands into my hands stating Lord Shiva wants to give you this. I took it with both hands and made namaskaram to lord shiva and my happiness knew no bounds. Like a small child, I took it I fell in love with the shiva lingam.. and said love you baba and came out. I was trying to find out my brother who was on the corner of the street looking for me. I was with him but some how lost my way and was wandering then somehow went into the prayer hall. The dream ended. WHAT A BLISS. later I thought, why did baba give me saffron powder . I don't know but even if baba gives poison it will be okay. but saffron powder is to let me know, he loves me I thought. PRAISE to LORD SHIVA SHAKTHI. A big hug to you my father, no matter how much I say I love you, its infinite and its never enough. how can this small dirt be capable of saying I love you to you.

Lord Vishnu the eternal father the Namasmarana - Vishnu Sahasranammam


Kousalya supraja Rama poorva sandhya pravarthathe                       
Uttishta Narasardula karthavyamdhaivamanhikam


When the divine touches you, there is nothing in this world beautiful than that. I got a wonderful dream when lord venkateshwara showers his divine guidance. There was a beautiful hill(small one), with lord venkateshwara temple and lot of pilgrims making their way to the temple. The road was little muddy road and I saw lot of devotees were walking back and forth into the temple. I was about 100 feet away in front of the temple and was going towards the temple. Suddenly, I see a big man dressed himself like a priest and was having lord venkateshwara nammam, I still remember his powerful eyes and divine nammam, he stopped me and said chant Vishnu sahasranammam. He was dear lord venkateshwara in his simple form. I not knowing the divine chanting by heart I stumbled two lines making sure I don't make a mistake. It was really hard for me.

"Shuklam Baradaram Vishnum, Sasi Varnam Chatur Bhujam,
Prasanna Vadanan Dyayet, Sarva Vignoba Sandaye"


Fearfully I said in my mind, I said lord please forgive me I will chant Vishnu sahasranammam daily with out fail. Lord venkateshwara came in this form to remind me to do the chanting everyday. Then the dream ended. Shame on me because, couple of years ago before this incident, a sai sister from the sai devotees forum explicitly suggested me to daily chant "Vishnu Sahasranammam" every day for over all wellbeing of my family. And I thanked her and almost did the daily chanting for an year or two years. Then I stopped, lazy person as I am. For until after, the lord waited for few months that one day this lazy me will start back but I did not. Then, beautiful was his grace, only mother can get upset on her children so he came to my dream and told me to start the divine prayer. How else could a father teach his children more than this.  I love chanting Vishnu sahasranammam as it is very close to my heart.  Chanting daily Vishnu sahasranammam will give us indefinite benefits that only the dear lord knows. Lets all chant Vishnu Sahasranammam daily if not at least every Saturday. Its so nice, when you get a scolding or guidance from the ever loving father who has an ocean of mercy with him.  A loving slap from him is like a blissful feather touching you. Lets alllll love him to the core.....and  say love u and love u and love u swami.                                

My father sai comes to hug this useless child of his


BABA the dear father is love formed in human form. There was this beautiful earth with everything in grey and white. like the black and white picture of dear my father and the everything also in the same color. It was dark in the night about 10:00 pm. All the trees and roads and houses all around seem to be in seen in the grey-white color with the beautiful moon light falling on them the only source of light. There is this beautiful street in sanfrancisco downtown beside the pacific ocean. Its the crooked street designed in a zig-zag fashion starting up hill from the ocean front upwards to the hill in a zig-zag was. All the dear baba's children were sitting on the sides of the streets from down to the uphill. It was heard baba came to visit all of us in sanfrancisco from Shirdi. So all, excited were waiting for him on the side of the streets. Then slowly our dear father started his journey from down the street visiting his children. His beautiful appearance as radiant as it is, in his white usual kafni and his satka and his natural way of walking.  My father when will we change like you. So down to earth na thandri. when will we learn to leave everything and become like you. He was coming hurriedly up to the street. The few devotees helping as volunteers to organize the event, said Baba we still have lot of devotees waiting down and you are moving upward fast. He said wait I have my special daughter waiting for me, I love her and he came upwards fast and came to me. I saw him and 'OH MY GOD, the god is in front of you what can you ask him". the father whom I awaited and prayed for years together is in front of you. "OH MY GOD. I thought I have to ask him what I want in life. I asked him BABA please make me a good girl." Then he laughed and said, "then I will give you lot of problems (tests). I equally grinned back saying why fear when you are here. I will not feel any sorrows whatever you give. A person who has you should never be afraid of any problems that's the faith I have in you. Your love covers up all."  The he said I love you and moved up. The blissful moment of my life. The dream ended.

DEAR BABA, please bless us with immense faith that we love you more than anything in this materialistic world.

SAIRAM, my loving father.

My father sai comes from heaven


Beautiful was that day and beautiful was his presence. One day, while we were going through greencard, processing ther was a sudden setback for 3 years and they stopped processing the green cards. I was very sad that day, and asked baba, why dear baba. The night I had a wonderful dream of my father coming preciously into my dream. There was a beautiful sky with dark clouds blue and green and the moon hiding behind the clouds but its light blossoming the whole sky. Beautiful was the sight, with his white light, spread across the blue green and gray clouds. My dear father with his white usual dress, the precious dress wearing it came through across the clouds from the sky, and lent his hand down on me. He slipped a beautiful Vibhuti packet into my hands. Precious as is the udhi packet and the precious is his bundle of love packed in there. So precious the moment, wish it happens over and over again every sec after second every birth after every birth. I had a peaceful good night sleep knowing my father is listening to me and comforted through his presence. The dream ended. The next morning, I was so happy and contended thinking why fear when my father is here. For next two days I lived in bliss, so pure. And after 6 months of time, he blessed my family with greencard. BABA comes into our lives when the right need comes in. We just hold on to his hand and move on. Trust him "He knows the path, you don't have to know the path". Pain or Sorrow just live with him and in it. Both will seem the same, when you outside of it , you will know, you were actually in bliss with him, who took care of you. LOADS AND LOADS OF LOVE. He only gives and only gives untill there is nothing more to give than himself and you merge in him. For his touch is so beautiful and has the love of million mothers. your lost child saideva. Sushma

My father lord shiva and baba the father who is your guide in the world

OM NAMAH SHIVAYA

A beautiful dream during early hours of a day. There was a beautiful sky and a huge red mountain,and behind the mountain there is a huge city.

For some reason, I was on this side of the mountain, where there is an ocean shore and I was standing all alone by myself and little scared an struggling to see why I am left alone here and how to cross to the other side of the mountain where I see lights and the world out there. This side of the ocean shore where I was standing was dark and the only light was the light that was coming from tbe city behind the red mountains. Then I see Huge Big Statues of Lord Shiva in sitting position almost as tall as the mountain. and Then I see dear Shirdi Saibaba Statue also, in same as big as the mountain and also in a sitting position with his white dhotar on. The Statues were huge like almost covering the mountain. The statues were in front me up to wards the uphill. Behind Lord Shiva's statue and Shirdi Baba's Statue the red mountains were there and behind the mountains the city. It was dark and alone me at the ocean shore and in front of me the dear lord. I raised my both hands and prayed to them. That day, I felt that not to fear and Shirdi Baba is there. His beautiful Darshan. I almost never prayed to Lord Shiva before. When we used to goto temple, I did pray to dear Shiva lingam, but not an ardent devotee like the way I am to Shirdi Baba. Before this dream, I got few dreams of Lord Shiva and always thought why do I see dear shiva my dear father. This dream, showed me that lord shiva and shirdi baba are one and the same. I folded my hands and prayed to them and felt content baba is here. Love you baba, when will you make this dirt capable of your love. yours and only yours,

OMSAIRAM.

SriMahaLakshmi the mother of all children with affection like there is nothing compared to her love in this world


Shri Mahalakshmi The beautiful divine mother.

I pray to our loving mother to bless us with her glance of care and guide us in every step we take. Maa, please hold our hands and make us walk as how a toddler has to be thought. Lets all become little infants and hold our mother's hand forever.

One day I had a beautiful dream. There was large mela(a fair) and small stalls for clothes and all kinds of fancy things. I was walking through the mela streets playing around. I wanted to buy bangles. So, was thinking which place to buy as there is so much of choice. So thought the best place  to get it is from Sri Maha Lakshmi. And as I was looking I reached the place where the mother of this world was beautifully sitting wearing a beautiful light pink sari and the ornaments same way as we see in the pictures. Soooo beautiful with full of love and radiance..she was....Just love and love and care outpouring from her. My dear mother...hug...forever... .  Then, I ran to her and sat on her lap and as always a mother who knows her child instincts, she put some bangles to my both hands. Choo sweet. Then what a secure place to be there, why fear when you are in the mothers lap. She takes care of everything. I was sooo happy, as a infant who leaves all hers and stays with the mother and the mother takes care of everything.
Jai Mata Di.

Lord Shiva and Ma Parvathi with her Divine Radiance

OM NAMAH SHIVAYA.

OM NAMAH PARVATHI PATAYE NAMAHA HARA HARA
HARA HARA SHANKARA MAHADEVA
HARA HARA HARA HARA MAHADEVA
SHIVA SHIVA SHIVA SHIVA SADA SHIVA
MAHADEVA SADASHIVA
SADASHIVA MAHADEVA


Dear Lord, please forgive my ignorance like a mother who always forgives her child. Please bless me to be your child always. I would like to share a wonderful dream I got. Here is the dream. "We were living in New York. There was suddenly a huge earth quake sound and the earth had a crack. I see the ground had a crack, and suddenly with the crack, long nagadevata emerged from the earth crack and rose straight high to the sky. He was all long from ground to the sky, beautiful was his fury and his glorious strong grey color appearance. He was thick and soooo huge. My father. Then I heard someone say the Holland tunnel is leaking and all the Hudson water in flooding the tunnel. I was like we are working in new York and need Holland tunnel for the train to go to new jersey. I came out of the office hurriedly to rush home to new jersey and went to the train station to hear this news. I was at the entrance of the huge Holland tunnel. I saw water all leaking and got very very scared. I thought I will die. I prayed to dear baba, please baba I have one daughter who is studying kindergarten please bless her, I need to be alive for her. I was desperately begging him. Sooo desperately. Then I heard some bhajans on the other side of the tunnel. I immediately went. I saw lord ganesha in the form of the elephant was holding a huge rock with his trunk. Then, I further saw, under the rock, there was a light kept and Lord Shiva and Maa Parvati sitting. Maa Parvathi as glorious as a hundred mothers. Father lord Shiva as glorious as a million fathers, and lord ganesha holding the rock as like a million brothers. And the beautiful naga devata who set the path for the divine parents arrival. All the devotes chanting shiva namasmarana. Om Namah Shivaya..Om Namah Shivaya.. Om Namah Shivaya.. Then I immediately started chanting Om Namah Shivaya and Om Namah Shivaya, with out taking a breath as though I would loose the chance of repeating the divine name, if I stop to take a breath. Then someone in the crowd asked, swami when will you come to us always like this. In the mean time lord shiva, was looking at me and smiling and watching me. The he smiled at me and said I will come to your house, if you keep bellam for me everyday. And then the chanting of Om Namah Shivaya was continuing. So beautiful and so positive vibration of a mandir in Holland tunnel. And the dream ended. From that day I used to put bellam (Jaggery) to lord shiva for next couple of years. After that I stopped and then later I started and then stopped..on and off, but He remindes to keep it everyday for him. He says even a pinch of bellam is enough for him. He loves it. Hug to you my dear mother and father.

OMSAISRISAIJAYAJAYASAI.

 

The beautiful Naga Devata with Divine Bliss



Amma Umamaheshwari, let the beautiful naga my precious, adore your amarnatha atma lingam. Let this child of yours shower everlasting affection on you. please pick this dirt up when ever I get dropped into the maya. I would like to share a wonderful dream I got one day. We studied in a college which is outskirts of a village. There is a single road that goes from the village to the college and the route is filled with forest and agricultural fields. Here is the dream "There is one beautiful Lord Shiva temple with a beautiful Shiva Lingam so beautiful as Mount Kailasa.  After the college was over after some years I went to visit the temple. There were a group of piligrims who went into the temple and came back stating there is a huge naga devata in the temple in the room near the lingam. So they could not enter the temple sanctorum. They told me about it. We all went into a Shared Van to go for the temple. They came back from the temple and shared their experience . Then I said okay and I went alone inside the temple and inside the sanctorum. The beautiful lingam was as tall as the beautiful mount kailasa 3/4 of the room height, 3/4 width of the room. I opened the door of the heavenly abode,and I see the ever dedicated lovable nagaraja raise to the top and bless me with his love pouring from his mouth into my mouth( the water stream width of one inch) . The taste of the water was like the bore water we get by drilling the ground in India. He blessed me with his love and his affection, wanted to give him a hug. Then, I came out of the temple sanctorum and went back to the crowd outside. The dream ended. After that, fell in love with naga devata for picking this dirt up and may dear nagaraja and nataraja bless forever and ever. 

Presence of SriRama and his divine abode

Shri Janaki Ram ki Jai.

I got a wonderful dream of the divine father Shri Rama. It seems there was a huge prayer ceremony going in my house basement. And I was arranging lot of stuff for pooja and since morning I was very busy. Then, I went to the basement to hand over some stuff to my basement and I see Dear Truthful Father Lord Rama, Maa Sita Devi, Brother Lakshmana and most devoutly and faithful Lord Hanuman. They were standing huge life size covering all one side of the basement room. God with his beautiful adorable divine bliss was adoring the complete basement and there were a crowd about 70 to 80 people all sitting down in rows and receiving the blessings of the dear lord. I was arranging for all the items needed for the pooja ceremony of the dear lord, and I was passing over everything to my dad. This was happening in my house basement so I was in charge of taking care of the dear lord. The pooja ceremony went on for some time and we also had a poojari there. What a bliss. Then the dream ended. I woke up with all the bliss of dear lord rama, the divine bliss, the divine peace and grace of immense love and truthfulness of dear lord. Let the lord shower his divine love on us over and over again, we fall in his love over and over again. Please pick up your children our father.
Bolo Shri Ramchandra ki Jai. Janaki Mata ki Jai. Pavanasuta Hanuman Ki Jai. Bolo Siyavar RamChandra Ki Jai.  Please bless us all in your divine bliss that touches us with infinite love.

JAI SITARAM ki JAI.

BABAs Paduka to his lotus feet


HOLD MY HAND Trust Me! I know the Path!. The holy father leads us in this path. He has the love of a million mothers. Lets all hold his hand birth after birth second after second and be in bliss and free of the worldly sorrows.
We usually go to dear Baba's temple always. There is a wonderful wax shirdi baba statue in the temple. So real like you feel to sit near his feet and say my dear father please keep me near your feet always..sooooo lovable....and beautiful like the water drops on pink rose petals.... Soooo Beautiful.....
 
I like to browse near Baba's accessories section where you can buy lot of idols, books ,key chain etc. There was this wonderful baba's feet made of white marble. They were sooo good. I instantly bought them home to adore my alter near baba's marble Statue. Felt very content to have baba's feet.
One night I got a beautiful dream.  In the dream. " I was near swami(puttaparti Baba). He was sitting on a chair wearing his orange robe.  He was looking at his feet. And he placed his feet on something and was complaining I don't see the thing between the fingers.... nothing...  not feeling comfortable. He kept on looking down and on wearing something to his feet and removing and asking me where is that, that one that is there between the toe fingers. In my vision a close look at dear swami's feet kept seeing those feet moving his big toe and long toe finger. Then the dream ended. I woke up from my dream and kept on thinking what was dear swami saying. The I came to my alter and put my head on shirdi baba's feet and then I realized Swami(puttaparthi baba) wanted me to get silver padukas and keep them in my alter in front of his feet. I saw the vision of the silver padukas in my dream, with a bud like holder between the big toe and long toe finger. Then I went to the temple to get those padukas but did not find the same set like the ones I saw in the dream. I was desperately looking online anywhere to find exact kind. But could not find. One day I was narrating my dream to one of the Sai sisters in the center and she instantly said, oh my dear I have so many silver padukas and I have been waiting for some one to give them . And then I was like, please...give me one pair. She brought them the next week when we met and there were the same exact padukas, I saw in my dream. I thanked swami and placed the padukas in front of dear Baba's feet in  my alter.
 
From this I learnt two things. One thing is by swami asking padukas in my alter he is asking my ego. Our ego should be let down to least that his padukas is enough to feel his presence. King Bharata kept Lord Rama's paduka's out of love to his brother, and rules the kingdom. Lets swami's padukas stay in our house and heart and guide us. Second thing is how Shirdi Baba and Satya Sai baba are connected and god is one and same..only the outer forms we see are different. I got Shirdi Baba's feet and Dear Swami(Puttaparthi Baba) was asking for the padukas. Loads of love to baba's who are ONE and the SAME. SAIRAM.
 
SARVE JANA SUKHINO BHAVANTHU.
 
 

Sri Rajarajeshwari



Glory to Devi Maa who has the love of million mothers. Couple of years back, I had a surgery done for the Sinuses. The surgery was done in the afternoon and my nose was completely bandaged and I was allowed to breathe with my mouth only for next 3 days. After the surgery was done, we came home with my half sleep anesthesia condition and pain medication. That night, I got a wonderful dream. In my dream "I was in my parents house. Back in India, we have two floors in my parents house. In base floor, in one of the rooms I was alone downstairs and it seemed to be in the early hours of the morning, where the world is quiet sleeping. And then, I saw Sri Rajarajeshwari amma sitting in her lotus pose, mostly filling up the complete room. The smell of the lotus as pleasant as it is.  She was wearing reddish orange saree and if I visualize her as I saw her, I feel like running to her and standing near her legs with folded hands. I looked like a tiny tot in front of her. The love of hers, was felt immensely. My mother the sweetest of all who knows the pain of her children before even we know it. she said to me "All your problems will be solved soon". She was physically present and my mother came to tell me don't worry I am here still. I did not know, that I had any problems because when you have your divine mother you don't feel it, because they are there to protect us and we trust them as how a small infant trusts her parents. Thus, why sorrow. " The my dream ended. Then I suddenly woke from the sleep, from the anesthesia, pain killers dose and sat upright on the bed. I started singing Sri Rajarajeshwari Ashtakam loudly with crying tears flowing down from my eyes with the happiness. My mother knows her children than anyone else.

Ambha sambhavi chandramouli rabhala aparna uma paarvathii
Kaali haimavathi shiva thrinayanaa kaathyayani bhairavi
Savithri navayowvana subhaghari saam rajya lakshmi pradha
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari.

My cousin who was taking care of me in nearby bed, came running and trying to call my name asking why I woke up like that and was chanting ammavaru stotram.

MY MOTHER HAS THE BEAUTY OF THIS WORLD IN HER HEART.

Complete RajaRajeshwari Ashtakam.

Ambha sambhavi chandramouli rabhala aparna uma paarvathii
Kaali haimavathi shiva thrinayanaa kaathyayani bhairavi
Savithri navayowvana subhaghari saam rajya lakshmi pradha
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 1

Ambha mohini devathaa thribhuvanani aanandhasandhayini
Vaani pallava bhaani venu murali ghanapriya lolinii
Kalyanee uduraaja bhimbhavadana dhoomratcha samharinii
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 2

Ambha noopura rathna kankanadhari keyoora haaraavali
Jaadhi shambhagha vyjayanthi laharii kryveyagai raajithaa
Veena venu vinodha manditha karaa veeraasaney samsthithaa
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 3

Ambha routhrini bhadrakaali pagalaa jwaalaamukhi vaishnavi
Brahmaani thripuraandhaki suranudhaa dedeepya manojwala
Chaamundaachridha ratcha bhosha janani daatchayani vallavi
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 4

Ambha kula dhanuhu : kasaangusadhari arthendhu bhimbhaadari
Varaahi madhu kaidhabha prasamani vaani ramaa sevithaa
Mallaathyaasuraha mughadaithya mdani maaheshwari shambhiga
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 5

Ambha srishti vinaasa paalanakari aarya visam sobhithaa
Gaayathri pranvaatcharaamrudharasa: pooranaanu sandhi kridha
Omkaari vinadhasudaarchidapadaa uththanda daithyabhahaa
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 6

Ambha saasvadha aagamaadi vinudhaa aarya mahadevathaa
Ya brahmaadi, bibeelikaan janadadhi yaavai jagan mohini
Ya panjapranavaadhi repaajanani ya chithkala maalini
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 7

Ambha paalitha bhaktha raaja danisam ambaastagam yaha padeth
Ambha lolaa kadatcha veetcha lalithanjaiswarya mavyahadam
Ambha pavana manthra raaja padana thandesa motcha pradha
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 8

MY MOTHER HAS THE BEAUTY OF THIS WORLD IN HER HEART.

Friday, October 16, 2015

WonderfulFather


Dear my divine father, thank you so much for lifting this child and hugging every second. I feel your presence every second and every minute. please help me have this blissful state birth after birth in your divine presence. let not the (I) creep in and let it be only YOU and only YOU in everything and everywhere. please bless all your children with food and shelter and let not any child starve.

I would like to share a wonderful dream baba thought me how to feed him.

One day I saw in the news, a mother left her small four children in a train station and went away. the children were just precious like my own children. I could not sleep that night, very very pained and wanted to hug them and say how beautiful is this life and how beauty can touch them with love. I was thinking who will take care of them and feed them.

That night, I had a wonderful dream. And here is the dream "Baba came to my house and it was during the dinner time, I cooked and fed my kids and feeling tired I went to bed. Only to realize in the morning, that I kept baba hungry all night. I could not forgive my self, cried and cried and asked him to forgive me. Then swami said, it will be okay, If I feed him by 12:00pm in the noon daily. I said okay and then went on with my household duties. Got up in the morning, started doing household chores, got the kids ready cooked and fed them and by then it was already 11:00 am. I realized that I have to feed baba, then I started to cook for him while doing other stuff, and by then it was 11:50am and whatever I cooked somehow got burnt.

Then at sharp 12:00pm noon, baba's sevak in white dress came to me to pickup lunch for Baba. I said I am sorry and felt very very guilty and said please give me 10 mins, I will  make upma and give. They said it is okay, but Baba maintains time. He said its 12:00pm, and  he already gave me a fair chance till 12:00pm to feed brunch actually. At Sharp 12:00 Baba ate the leftover yellow rice from yesterday, which I kept it aside to throw away.  Feeing guilty that I could not even find time to feed my father, I could not forgive myself for feeding him yesterday's food. Baba does so much for us, every second but I did not even have few min's for him every day. I say I love him so dearly but in what way can I show it. And the dream ended." From then, at 12:00 pm I remember my baba is hungry since morning.

Please take away my ego and forgive me my father. I love you the most.