Sunday, October 18, 2015

Saffron Powder near the divine father Atma Lingam

OM NAMAH PARVATHI PATAYE NAMAHA
HARA HARA SHANKARA MAHADEVA
HARA HARA HARA HARA MAHADEVA
SHIVA SHIVA SHIVA SHIVA SADA SHIVA
MAHADEVA SADASHIVA
SADASHIVA MAHADEVA

I got a wonderful dream of the beautiful atma lingam. I was wondering outside and saw there were prayers going on inside a prayer hall and I entered into the hall. There were lot of people and lot of crowd. And there were couple of poojari's doing prayers to the divine shiva lingam. There was a beautiful brass water pot which was tied over the lingam and with drops of water dripping onto the shiva lingam. The shiva lingam was black in color but decorated with beautiful flowers and gold ornaments. The water dripping onto the lingam was falling on it and then slipping onto the side of the lingam. The poojari's made a way that on both sides of the lingam there were two deities and that all the devotees were taking rounds of all the three dieties. In the middle was the lingam. All were singing and making rounds of the three dieties. Somehow the devotees making rounds were standing on the thin one feet pathway making rounds and if we don't walk properly we might fall or slip somehow. And somehow I joined into that line and was also making some rounds. Sooooo happy to be near lord shiva, I was sooooo happy to make rounds watching the divine grace flowing out as "Om Namah Shivaya". What a sight it was. As I was so busy chanthig his name and fully dedicated to his love and feeling happy I was slowly watching him and moving on. The the poojari who was doing prayers to the Lord Shiva Parvathi Idols just opposite to the lingam called me, so I leaned over and then he gave lot of Saffron powder from his hands into my hands stating Lord Shiva wants to give you this. I took it with both hands and made namaskaram to lord shiva and my happiness knew no bounds. Like a small child, I took it I fell in love with the shiva lingam.. and said love you baba and came out. I was trying to find out my brother who was on the corner of the street looking for me. I was with him but some how lost my way and was wandering then somehow went into the prayer hall. The dream ended. WHAT A BLISS. later I thought, why did baba give me saffron powder . I don't know but even if baba gives poison it will be okay. but saffron powder is to let me know, he loves me I thought. PRAISE to LORD SHIVA SHAKTHI. A big hug to you my father, no matter how much I say I love you, its infinite and its never enough. how can this small dirt be capable of saying I love you to you.

Lord Vishnu the eternal father the Namasmarana - Vishnu Sahasranammam


Kousalya supraja Rama poorva sandhya pravarthathe                       
Uttishta Narasardula karthavyamdhaivamanhikam


When the divine touches you, there is nothing in this world beautiful than that. I got a wonderful dream when lord venkateshwara showers his divine guidance. There was a beautiful hill(small one), with lord venkateshwara temple and lot of pilgrims making their way to the temple. The road was little muddy road and I saw lot of devotees were walking back and forth into the temple. I was about 100 feet away in front of the temple and was going towards the temple. Suddenly, I see a big man dressed himself like a priest and was having lord venkateshwara nammam, I still remember his powerful eyes and divine nammam, he stopped me and said chant Vishnu sahasranammam. He was dear lord venkateshwara in his simple form. I not knowing the divine chanting by heart I stumbled two lines making sure I don't make a mistake. It was really hard for me.

"Shuklam Baradaram Vishnum, Sasi Varnam Chatur Bhujam,
Prasanna Vadanan Dyayet, Sarva Vignoba Sandaye"


Fearfully I said in my mind, I said lord please forgive me I will chant Vishnu sahasranammam daily with out fail. Lord venkateshwara came in this form to remind me to do the chanting everyday. Then the dream ended. Shame on me because, couple of years ago before this incident, a sai sister from the sai devotees forum explicitly suggested me to daily chant "Vishnu Sahasranammam" every day for over all wellbeing of my family. And I thanked her and almost did the daily chanting for an year or two years. Then I stopped, lazy person as I am. For until after, the lord waited for few months that one day this lazy me will start back but I did not. Then, beautiful was his grace, only mother can get upset on her children so he came to my dream and told me to start the divine prayer. How else could a father teach his children more than this.  I love chanting Vishnu sahasranammam as it is very close to my heart.  Chanting daily Vishnu sahasranammam will give us indefinite benefits that only the dear lord knows. Lets all chant Vishnu Sahasranammam daily if not at least every Saturday. Its so nice, when you get a scolding or guidance from the ever loving father who has an ocean of mercy with him.  A loving slap from him is like a blissful feather touching you. Lets alllll love him to the core.....and  say love u and love u and love u swami.                                

My father sai comes to hug this useless child of his


BABA the dear father is love formed in human form. There was this beautiful earth with everything in grey and white. like the black and white picture of dear my father and the everything also in the same color. It was dark in the night about 10:00 pm. All the trees and roads and houses all around seem to be in seen in the grey-white color with the beautiful moon light falling on them the only source of light. There is this beautiful street in sanfrancisco downtown beside the pacific ocean. Its the crooked street designed in a zig-zag fashion starting up hill from the ocean front upwards to the hill in a zig-zag was. All the dear baba's children were sitting on the sides of the streets from down to the uphill. It was heard baba came to visit all of us in sanfrancisco from Shirdi. So all, excited were waiting for him on the side of the streets. Then slowly our dear father started his journey from down the street visiting his children. His beautiful appearance as radiant as it is, in his white usual kafni and his satka and his natural way of walking.  My father when will we change like you. So down to earth na thandri. when will we learn to leave everything and become like you. He was coming hurriedly up to the street. The few devotees helping as volunteers to organize the event, said Baba we still have lot of devotees waiting down and you are moving upward fast. He said wait I have my special daughter waiting for me, I love her and he came upwards fast and came to me. I saw him and 'OH MY GOD, the god is in front of you what can you ask him". the father whom I awaited and prayed for years together is in front of you. "OH MY GOD. I thought I have to ask him what I want in life. I asked him BABA please make me a good girl." Then he laughed and said, "then I will give you lot of problems (tests). I equally grinned back saying why fear when you are here. I will not feel any sorrows whatever you give. A person who has you should never be afraid of any problems that's the faith I have in you. Your love covers up all."  The he said I love you and moved up. The blissful moment of my life. The dream ended.

DEAR BABA, please bless us with immense faith that we love you more than anything in this materialistic world.

SAIRAM, my loving father.

My father sai comes from heaven


Beautiful was that day and beautiful was his presence. One day, while we were going through greencard, processing ther was a sudden setback for 3 years and they stopped processing the green cards. I was very sad that day, and asked baba, why dear baba. The night I had a wonderful dream of my father coming preciously into my dream. There was a beautiful sky with dark clouds blue and green and the moon hiding behind the clouds but its light blossoming the whole sky. Beautiful was the sight, with his white light, spread across the blue green and gray clouds. My dear father with his white usual dress, the precious dress wearing it came through across the clouds from the sky, and lent his hand down on me. He slipped a beautiful Vibhuti packet into my hands. Precious as is the udhi packet and the precious is his bundle of love packed in there. So precious the moment, wish it happens over and over again every sec after second every birth after every birth. I had a peaceful good night sleep knowing my father is listening to me and comforted through his presence. The dream ended. The next morning, I was so happy and contended thinking why fear when my father is here. For next two days I lived in bliss, so pure. And after 6 months of time, he blessed my family with greencard. BABA comes into our lives when the right need comes in. We just hold on to his hand and move on. Trust him "He knows the path, you don't have to know the path". Pain or Sorrow just live with him and in it. Both will seem the same, when you outside of it , you will know, you were actually in bliss with him, who took care of you. LOADS AND LOADS OF LOVE. He only gives and only gives untill there is nothing more to give than himself and you merge in him. For his touch is so beautiful and has the love of million mothers. your lost child saideva. Sushma

My father lord shiva and baba the father who is your guide in the world

OM NAMAH SHIVAYA

A beautiful dream during early hours of a day. There was a beautiful sky and a huge red mountain,and behind the mountain there is a huge city.

For some reason, I was on this side of the mountain, where there is an ocean shore and I was standing all alone by myself and little scared an struggling to see why I am left alone here and how to cross to the other side of the mountain where I see lights and the world out there. This side of the ocean shore where I was standing was dark and the only light was the light that was coming from tbe city behind the red mountains. Then I see Huge Big Statues of Lord Shiva in sitting position almost as tall as the mountain. and Then I see dear Shirdi Saibaba Statue also, in same as big as the mountain and also in a sitting position with his white dhotar on. The Statues were huge like almost covering the mountain. The statues were in front me up to wards the uphill. Behind Lord Shiva's statue and Shirdi Baba's Statue the red mountains were there and behind the mountains the city. It was dark and alone me at the ocean shore and in front of me the dear lord. I raised my both hands and prayed to them. That day, I felt that not to fear and Shirdi Baba is there. His beautiful Darshan. I almost never prayed to Lord Shiva before. When we used to goto temple, I did pray to dear Shiva lingam, but not an ardent devotee like the way I am to Shirdi Baba. Before this dream, I got few dreams of Lord Shiva and always thought why do I see dear shiva my dear father. This dream, showed me that lord shiva and shirdi baba are one and the same. I folded my hands and prayed to them and felt content baba is here. Love you baba, when will you make this dirt capable of your love. yours and only yours,

OMSAIRAM.

SriMahaLakshmi the mother of all children with affection like there is nothing compared to her love in this world


Shri Mahalakshmi The beautiful divine mother.

I pray to our loving mother to bless us with her glance of care and guide us in every step we take. Maa, please hold our hands and make us walk as how a toddler has to be thought. Lets all become little infants and hold our mother's hand forever.

One day I had a beautiful dream. There was large mela(a fair) and small stalls for clothes and all kinds of fancy things. I was walking through the mela streets playing around. I wanted to buy bangles. So, was thinking which place to buy as there is so much of choice. So thought the best place  to get it is from Sri Maha Lakshmi. And as I was looking I reached the place where the mother of this world was beautifully sitting wearing a beautiful light pink sari and the ornaments same way as we see in the pictures. Soooo beautiful with full of love and radiance..she was....Just love and love and care outpouring from her. My dear mother...hug...forever... .  Then, I ran to her and sat on her lap and as always a mother who knows her child instincts, she put some bangles to my both hands. Choo sweet. Then what a secure place to be there, why fear when you are in the mothers lap. She takes care of everything. I was sooo happy, as a infant who leaves all hers and stays with the mother and the mother takes care of everything.
Jai Mata Di.

Lord Shiva and Ma Parvathi with her Divine Radiance

OM NAMAH SHIVAYA.

OM NAMAH PARVATHI PATAYE NAMAHA HARA HARA
HARA HARA SHANKARA MAHADEVA
HARA HARA HARA HARA MAHADEVA
SHIVA SHIVA SHIVA SHIVA SADA SHIVA
MAHADEVA SADASHIVA
SADASHIVA MAHADEVA


Dear Lord, please forgive my ignorance like a mother who always forgives her child. Please bless me to be your child always. I would like to share a wonderful dream I got. Here is the dream. "We were living in New York. There was suddenly a huge earth quake sound and the earth had a crack. I see the ground had a crack, and suddenly with the crack, long nagadevata emerged from the earth crack and rose straight high to the sky. He was all long from ground to the sky, beautiful was his fury and his glorious strong grey color appearance. He was thick and soooo huge. My father. Then I heard someone say the Holland tunnel is leaking and all the Hudson water in flooding the tunnel. I was like we are working in new York and need Holland tunnel for the train to go to new jersey. I came out of the office hurriedly to rush home to new jersey and went to the train station to hear this news. I was at the entrance of the huge Holland tunnel. I saw water all leaking and got very very scared. I thought I will die. I prayed to dear baba, please baba I have one daughter who is studying kindergarten please bless her, I need to be alive for her. I was desperately begging him. Sooo desperately. Then I heard some bhajans on the other side of the tunnel. I immediately went. I saw lord ganesha in the form of the elephant was holding a huge rock with his trunk. Then, I further saw, under the rock, there was a light kept and Lord Shiva and Maa Parvati sitting. Maa Parvathi as glorious as a hundred mothers. Father lord Shiva as glorious as a million fathers, and lord ganesha holding the rock as like a million brothers. And the beautiful naga devata who set the path for the divine parents arrival. All the devotes chanting shiva namasmarana. Om Namah Shivaya..Om Namah Shivaya.. Om Namah Shivaya.. Then I immediately started chanting Om Namah Shivaya and Om Namah Shivaya, with out taking a breath as though I would loose the chance of repeating the divine name, if I stop to take a breath. Then someone in the crowd asked, swami when will you come to us always like this. In the mean time lord shiva, was looking at me and smiling and watching me. The he smiled at me and said I will come to your house, if you keep bellam for me everyday. And then the chanting of Om Namah Shivaya was continuing. So beautiful and so positive vibration of a mandir in Holland tunnel. And the dream ended. From that day I used to put bellam (Jaggery) to lord shiva for next couple of years. After that I stopped and then later I started and then stopped..on and off, but He remindes to keep it everyday for him. He says even a pinch of bellam is enough for him. He loves it. Hug to you my dear mother and father.

OMSAISRISAIJAYAJAYASAI.

 

The beautiful Naga Devata with Divine Bliss



Amma Umamaheshwari, let the beautiful naga my precious, adore your amarnatha atma lingam. Let this child of yours shower everlasting affection on you. please pick this dirt up when ever I get dropped into the maya. I would like to share a wonderful dream I got one day. We studied in a college which is outskirts of a village. There is a single road that goes from the village to the college and the route is filled with forest and agricultural fields. Here is the dream "There is one beautiful Lord Shiva temple with a beautiful Shiva Lingam so beautiful as Mount Kailasa.  After the college was over after some years I went to visit the temple. There were a group of piligrims who went into the temple and came back stating there is a huge naga devata in the temple in the room near the lingam. So they could not enter the temple sanctorum. They told me about it. We all went into a Shared Van to go for the temple. They came back from the temple and shared their experience . Then I said okay and I went alone inside the temple and inside the sanctorum. The beautiful lingam was as tall as the beautiful mount kailasa 3/4 of the room height, 3/4 width of the room. I opened the door of the heavenly abode,and I see the ever dedicated lovable nagaraja raise to the top and bless me with his love pouring from his mouth into my mouth( the water stream width of one inch) . The taste of the water was like the bore water we get by drilling the ground in India. He blessed me with his love and his affection, wanted to give him a hug. Then, I came out of the temple sanctorum and went back to the crowd outside. The dream ended. After that, fell in love with naga devata for picking this dirt up and may dear nagaraja and nataraja bless forever and ever. 

Presence of SriRama and his divine abode

Shri Janaki Ram ki Jai.

I got a wonderful dream of the divine father Shri Rama. It seems there was a huge prayer ceremony going in my house basement. And I was arranging lot of stuff for pooja and since morning I was very busy. Then, I went to the basement to hand over some stuff to my basement and I see Dear Truthful Father Lord Rama, Maa Sita Devi, Brother Lakshmana and most devoutly and faithful Lord Hanuman. They were standing huge life size covering all one side of the basement room. God with his beautiful adorable divine bliss was adoring the complete basement and there were a crowd about 70 to 80 people all sitting down in rows and receiving the blessings of the dear lord. I was arranging for all the items needed for the pooja ceremony of the dear lord, and I was passing over everything to my dad. This was happening in my house basement so I was in charge of taking care of the dear lord. The pooja ceremony went on for some time and we also had a poojari there. What a bliss. Then the dream ended. I woke up with all the bliss of dear lord rama, the divine bliss, the divine peace and grace of immense love and truthfulness of dear lord. Let the lord shower his divine love on us over and over again, we fall in his love over and over again. Please pick up your children our father.
Bolo Shri Ramchandra ki Jai. Janaki Mata ki Jai. Pavanasuta Hanuman Ki Jai. Bolo Siyavar RamChandra Ki Jai.  Please bless us all in your divine bliss that touches us with infinite love.

JAI SITARAM ki JAI.

BABAs Paduka to his lotus feet


HOLD MY HAND Trust Me! I know the Path!. The holy father leads us in this path. He has the love of a million mothers. Lets all hold his hand birth after birth second after second and be in bliss and free of the worldly sorrows.
We usually go to dear Baba's temple always. There is a wonderful wax shirdi baba statue in the temple. So real like you feel to sit near his feet and say my dear father please keep me near your feet always..sooooo lovable....and beautiful like the water drops on pink rose petals.... Soooo Beautiful.....
 
I like to browse near Baba's accessories section where you can buy lot of idols, books ,key chain etc. There was this wonderful baba's feet made of white marble. They were sooo good. I instantly bought them home to adore my alter near baba's marble Statue. Felt very content to have baba's feet.
One night I got a beautiful dream.  In the dream. " I was near swami(puttaparti Baba). He was sitting on a chair wearing his orange robe.  He was looking at his feet. And he placed his feet on something and was complaining I don't see the thing between the fingers.... nothing...  not feeling comfortable. He kept on looking down and on wearing something to his feet and removing and asking me where is that, that one that is there between the toe fingers. In my vision a close look at dear swami's feet kept seeing those feet moving his big toe and long toe finger. Then the dream ended. I woke up from my dream and kept on thinking what was dear swami saying. The I came to my alter and put my head on shirdi baba's feet and then I realized Swami(puttaparthi baba) wanted me to get silver padukas and keep them in my alter in front of his feet. I saw the vision of the silver padukas in my dream, with a bud like holder between the big toe and long toe finger. Then I went to the temple to get those padukas but did not find the same set like the ones I saw in the dream. I was desperately looking online anywhere to find exact kind. But could not find. One day I was narrating my dream to one of the Sai sisters in the center and she instantly said, oh my dear I have so many silver padukas and I have been waiting for some one to give them . And then I was like, please...give me one pair. She brought them the next week when we met and there were the same exact padukas, I saw in my dream. I thanked swami and placed the padukas in front of dear Baba's feet in  my alter.
 
From this I learnt two things. One thing is by swami asking padukas in my alter he is asking my ego. Our ego should be let down to least that his padukas is enough to feel his presence. King Bharata kept Lord Rama's paduka's out of love to his brother, and rules the kingdom. Lets swami's padukas stay in our house and heart and guide us. Second thing is how Shirdi Baba and Satya Sai baba are connected and god is one and same..only the outer forms we see are different. I got Shirdi Baba's feet and Dear Swami(Puttaparthi Baba) was asking for the padukas. Loads of love to baba's who are ONE and the SAME. SAIRAM.
 
SARVE JANA SUKHINO BHAVANTHU.
 
 

Sri Rajarajeshwari



Glory to Devi Maa who has the love of million mothers. Couple of years back, I had a surgery done for the Sinuses. The surgery was done in the afternoon and my nose was completely bandaged and I was allowed to breathe with my mouth only for next 3 days. After the surgery was done, we came home with my half sleep anesthesia condition and pain medication. That night, I got a wonderful dream. In my dream "I was in my parents house. Back in India, we have two floors in my parents house. In base floor, in one of the rooms I was alone downstairs and it seemed to be in the early hours of the morning, where the world is quiet sleeping. And then, I saw Sri Rajarajeshwari amma sitting in her lotus pose, mostly filling up the complete room. The smell of the lotus as pleasant as it is.  She was wearing reddish orange saree and if I visualize her as I saw her, I feel like running to her and standing near her legs with folded hands. I looked like a tiny tot in front of her. The love of hers, was felt immensely. My mother the sweetest of all who knows the pain of her children before even we know it. she said to me "All your problems will be solved soon". She was physically present and my mother came to tell me don't worry I am here still. I did not know, that I had any problems because when you have your divine mother you don't feel it, because they are there to protect us and we trust them as how a small infant trusts her parents. Thus, why sorrow. " The my dream ended. Then I suddenly woke from the sleep, from the anesthesia, pain killers dose and sat upright on the bed. I started singing Sri Rajarajeshwari Ashtakam loudly with crying tears flowing down from my eyes with the happiness. My mother knows her children than anyone else.

Ambha sambhavi chandramouli rabhala aparna uma paarvathii
Kaali haimavathi shiva thrinayanaa kaathyayani bhairavi
Savithri navayowvana subhaghari saam rajya lakshmi pradha
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari.

My cousin who was taking care of me in nearby bed, came running and trying to call my name asking why I woke up like that and was chanting ammavaru stotram.

MY MOTHER HAS THE BEAUTY OF THIS WORLD IN HER HEART.

Complete RajaRajeshwari Ashtakam.

Ambha sambhavi chandramouli rabhala aparna uma paarvathii
Kaali haimavathi shiva thrinayanaa kaathyayani bhairavi
Savithri navayowvana subhaghari saam rajya lakshmi pradha
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 1

Ambha mohini devathaa thribhuvanani aanandhasandhayini
Vaani pallava bhaani venu murali ghanapriya lolinii
Kalyanee uduraaja bhimbhavadana dhoomratcha samharinii
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 2

Ambha noopura rathna kankanadhari keyoora haaraavali
Jaadhi shambhagha vyjayanthi laharii kryveyagai raajithaa
Veena venu vinodha manditha karaa veeraasaney samsthithaa
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 3

Ambha routhrini bhadrakaali pagalaa jwaalaamukhi vaishnavi
Brahmaani thripuraandhaki suranudhaa dedeepya manojwala
Chaamundaachridha ratcha bhosha janani daatchayani vallavi
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 4

Ambha kula dhanuhu : kasaangusadhari arthendhu bhimbhaadari
Varaahi madhu kaidhabha prasamani vaani ramaa sevithaa
Mallaathyaasuraha mughadaithya mdani maaheshwari shambhiga
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 5

Ambha srishti vinaasa paalanakari aarya visam sobhithaa
Gaayathri pranvaatcharaamrudharasa: pooranaanu sandhi kridha
Omkaari vinadhasudaarchidapadaa uththanda daithyabhahaa
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 6

Ambha saasvadha aagamaadi vinudhaa aarya mahadevathaa
Ya brahmaadi, bibeelikaan janadadhi yaavai jagan mohini
Ya panjapranavaadhi repaajanani ya chithkala maalini
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 7

Ambha paalitha bhaktha raaja danisam ambaastagam yaha padeth
Ambha lolaa kadatcha veetcha lalithanjaiswarya mavyahadam
Ambha pavana manthra raaja padana thandesa motcha pradha
Chitrubhi paradevatha bhagavathi sri rajarajeshwari 8

MY MOTHER HAS THE BEAUTY OF THIS WORLD IN HER HEART.

Friday, October 16, 2015

WonderfulFather


Dear my divine father, thank you so much for lifting this child and hugging every second. I feel your presence every second and every minute. please help me have this blissful state birth after birth in your divine presence. let not the (I) creep in and let it be only YOU and only YOU in everything and everywhere. please bless all your children with food and shelter and let not any child starve.

I would like to share a wonderful dream baba thought me how to feed him.

One day I saw in the news, a mother left her small four children in a train station and went away. the children were just precious like my own children. I could not sleep that night, very very pained and wanted to hug them and say how beautiful is this life and how beauty can touch them with love. I was thinking who will take care of them and feed them.

That night, I had a wonderful dream. And here is the dream "Baba came to my house and it was during the dinner time, I cooked and fed my kids and feeling tired I went to bed. Only to realize in the morning, that I kept baba hungry all night. I could not forgive my self, cried and cried and asked him to forgive me. Then swami said, it will be okay, If I feed him by 12:00pm in the noon daily. I said okay and then went on with my household duties. Got up in the morning, started doing household chores, got the kids ready cooked and fed them and by then it was already 11:00 am. I realized that I have to feed baba, then I started to cook for him while doing other stuff, and by then it was 11:50am and whatever I cooked somehow got burnt.

Then at sharp 12:00pm noon, baba's sevak in white dress came to me to pickup lunch for Baba. I said I am sorry and felt very very guilty and said please give me 10 mins, I will  make upma and give. They said it is okay, but Baba maintains time. He said its 12:00pm, and  he already gave me a fair chance till 12:00pm to feed brunch actually. At Sharp 12:00 Baba ate the leftover yellow rice from yesterday, which I kept it aside to throw away.  Feeing guilty that I could not even find time to feed my father, I could not forgive myself for feeding him yesterday's food. Baba does so much for us, every second but I did not even have few min's for him every day. I say I love him so dearly but in what way can I show it. And the dream ended." From then, at 12:00 pm I remember my baba is hungry since morning.

Please take away my ego and forgive me my father. I love you the most.